Problema... ang hirap maging tao noh…

Kala mo ikaw lang ang may problema? Kala mo ikaw lang ang nahihirapan? Ako din noh.. alam mo ba yun? lahat tayo may problema at nahihirapan, lahat tayo eh umiiyak at nasasaktan… lahat ng tao may kanya kanyang malaking problema.. depende ang problema sa tao mismo.. sayo ang problema mo possible malaki pero para sakin baka wala lang yan.. o vice versa.. lahat tayo ay may pinag daraanan… depende kung paano mo dadalhin.. mali sabihin na quenu-question mo si GOD sa pinag daraanan mo ngayon.. sa ginagawa mong yan sa palagay mo ikaw lang ang nasasaktan?? Hindi!! Sinasaktan mo si GOD, aware ka ba dun? Kase mahal ka niya, kaya ka niya binibigayan ng problema, may gusto lang siya na matutunan mo… pero ang ginawa mo nagalit ka pa sakanya.. dapat magpasalamat ka pa sakanya kase binigyan ka niya ng pagsubok.. eto lang way ni GOD para turuan ka na leskyon sa buhay.. na para tumatag ka o someday magamit mo yung natutunan mo o ituro mo sa ibang tao ang natutunan mo… binibigyan ka din niya ng problema kase gusto niya lumapit ka sakanya at mas maging close kayo pero ano ginawa mo? Lumayo ka pa sakanya… kung wala kang problemang tao.. aba! E mag isip isip ka na? dahil baka hindi ka na kabilang sa planet earth hehehe anyway, nasa tao paano niya dadalhin ang problema… tandaan mo..normal lang yang sakit at hirap na pinag daraanan mo kahit pa sabihin mo bakit sayo lang nangyayari yan o bakit sayo pa.. o sana ibang problema nalang… well…lahat ng bagay may purpose alam mo naman yan.. na hindi pa nga lang nga natin alam sa ngayon, someday we’ll know and understand.. ang kaso lang ang problema huwag mong damdamin ng matagal.. wag mong isipin ng isipin.. iiyak o isipin mo lang ng isang bese o ng isang araw o minsan lang… pag nag paapekto ka hindi naman masusulusyunan ang problema mo eh.. lalaki pa hehe ituring mo lang ang problem na parang wala.. tapus darating time na maiisip mo “ay! May problema nga pala ako..hehe” tatawanan mo nalang kase hindi ka na apektado… tandaan mo lahat ng problema may solusyon… at kung sakali ang unang mong lalapiptan si GOD… siya all the time makikinig, siya ang unang makakatulong sayo, magdasal ka, magbasa ng bible para malaman mo ang sagot o ang gagawin… kung gusto mo pwede ka din lumapit sa mga kapamilya o kaibigan mo.. ok?? So don’t be sad na…ha? c”,)

In my thought it hurts, but not in my heart...

Well, I have this kwento… kase I have a client, she bought a unit na from me… and she wanted to be an agent kase madami siya gusto bentahan na friends.. this is not a usual case sa office.. kase usually ang client nag refer sa agent then after sa agent mapupunta yung benta.. so this client masasabi kong mahilig talaga kumita ng pera… which is not bad naman… walang masama…actually pwede din naman arrangement na pasok sa account ko benta then give ko sakanya commission.. which ayaw niya kase siguro walang full trust pa sakin, na give ko sakanya commission.. which hindi ko siya ma-blame.. hehe so me and my manager talk to her, but she insisted na gusto niya maging manager.. this client madami connection.. which is, naisip kong, if talagang pagpipilitan niya gusto niya…better mapunta nalang siya sa under sa manager ko.. which my manager will have all the benefits instead of me.. so I decided na din na ganun with my consent I agree.. kahit medyo sad.. medyo lang naman for an hour… naisip ko din kase na ayaw ko din naman na maging selfish na hindi me papayag sa ganoong arrangement.. na sila dalawa mag benefit at ako yung nawalan.. pero naisip ko din na better na dito sa 2nd manager ko mapunta yung benefits kaysa sa iba pa kung hindi din talaga sakin mapupunta, since he is a good person naman.. he is not greedy, a very hard working person din and a very mabait na anak.. kaya its okey hehe.. in my thought it hurts.. but not in my heart… nag swimming lang me... after an hour wala na sad thoughts… okey na.. wala na… hehe after all its just all about money and position… so if its not GOD’s will, its not… so I’ll just pray for his will.. hehe and still im thankful for everything hehe

I was born to love you…

Yes. I was born to love you… , gulat ka noh.. hehe siguro nung nakita mo yung title, napaisip ka bigla ano ba ibig sabihin ni mj at binasa mo na eto agad hehehe wala lang nalaman ko lang the past weeks my gift… my gift from GOD.. =D of course pinaka una I was born to love, praise and worship GOD. But yun nga.. I was also born.. with this gift of loving and caring… I am full of love inside me.. kaya pala before I always get into relationships because I have so much love and care to give… I love loving and caring, especially my love ones na minsan na-sosobrahan at nagiging mali hehe but eto na nga yung kwento.. I was before looking for someone to love.. parang feeling need of howe.. but mapaisip me.. medyo matagal tagal na isipan ah.. haha it takes months for me to realize… also hindi me basta basta din pumapasok sa isang relationship.. namimili pa ako sa lagay na yan.. dami choices eh hehehe joke.. anyway the past months I can’t find or should I say walang mr. right na lumalapit sakin.. so ano gagawin ko? Mag hanap at manligaw sa isang mr. right? Okey that’s a NO! NO!… that’s one thing I won’t ever do.. also super maingat na din me by this time, ayaw ko na ma-fall sa mali again.. hehe yeah im learning sa mga relationships… but also stupid ako pag 2 x ako nag kamali sa same thing diba.. if ever dapat ibang pagkakamali naman hehehe eh yun so sabi ko nga I have so much love… ano gagawin ko? Well eventually.. siyempre yung love ko kay GOD solid yun… etong human love and care ko ibang level… solid na pwede hatiin hehehe Oh well.. hehe so siyempre im loving and caring for my family… also giving love and care for my friends… chosen nga lang before… and now naisip ko na madami pa din inside me.. so nilabas ko nalang lahat ng love and care ko sa lahat ng tao.. I will just love and care for everyone that I have in my life hehe so after doing that I feel peace and lightness. Im not sure kung eto ba yung reason why parang may feeling of satisfaction me.. not 100% but big part sa level na… wala me iniisip na gusto ko mag karoon ng howe o relationship… parang kahit wala okey lang im happy with life and stuff.. hehe inshort wala me hinahanap hehehe yun lang =D mwah! To you reader…Hehe anyway lets see if babalik uli ako sa moment na feeling nag hahanap ng someone hehe

My bad... Im sorry...

Asking an apology to what we have done wrong, intentionally or not is a very brave thing to do.. It is a step of accepting that we are wrong, and we are sorry for the damage we have caused. The damages can be emotionally, physically, mentally, morally or combination. There are several levels of apology, which is easy to say and then after we don’t really care at all with the small matter. Asking an apology sincerely to a big matter isn’t just simple, it takes a long time to think things over and to finally realize, it is as hard as forgiving. When you ask for forgiveness, you lower your pride, you humble down yourself and you loose nothing. Instead you gain respect, relationship, peace, love and GOD. Sometimes asking an apology is better if it is right after, didn’t take that long to apologize. But remember that it is never too late to apologize, there no such thing as “too late” for an apology, because what are most important are the realization of the person and the acceptance of mistake, sometimes it took some other people to accept their faults or maybe GOD gave them situation to finally realize and accept. Sometimes GOD give situation for people to realize their fault by making them feel the feeling that they have once made other feels. There are people also who are numb to realize and see their faults, which I feel sorry for them. Accepting something we’ve done wrong is wisdom, because we learn. Also it is also important that when we ask for apology, is as good as a non-word promise of “I won’t do it again.” or “It won’t happen again”. A lot of people apologize to certain things over and over again but they keep on repeating. It is important to learn and change, not to learn and maintain and not change at all. Sadly there are people who apologize without heart and sincerity, just for the sake of peace. In my opinion that I think, when you know how to apologize you'll know how to forgive... And lastly when we know how to accept mistakes we know we have GOD in us, why? We also will know how to repent and ask for forgiveness of our sins to him… make sense huh?? hehe

The love of money is the root of all evil.... story two

This is my second story, I have a manager friend, he is my first manager when I start my work in a real estate company, he is a really good friend of mine, I enjoy the companionship with him as a friend and as a manager, he is kind and nice person, he take cares of his friend, like me when I am sick, he reminds me and gives me water every time, he is also a not so strict manager, he also find time to go out with his people and allows them to do whatever they want to do with their time, but it all turn out that you can only know the true color of a person if money is already involve… it started when our contract was renewed. an issue arises that he wanted me to share the half portion of my commission with him, for he will no longer will benefit from my sales, for before he was my manager and after the renewal of contract, I will be transferred to another manager who will then benefit if ever I’ll have sales. So he talk to me and ask me to made an arrangement with him, to divide my commission to 2, and give the other half to him, because if I didn’t do so, he said that he can get all my customers from me, for he have all the contact because he knew my customers because he is my former manager and he have all their contact numbers, he also thought of an arrangement for me not to be unfair daw, he thought na I should talk to my new manager and ask him to give me the .5 percent that this new manager will benefit from me to give to me, so in short he is already playing dirty, but that time I didn’t thought that he is already being bad to me, all I was thinking back then is that what he is saying is possible I got scared and threatened, I was so confused and troubled that time, an office mate approach me and ask what wrong, after hearing the story then she told me that its so unfair that how could a manager or friend like that do such thing to me, he said that what he did is bad, so many heard what happened some approached me and some I approached. They gave me solutions and made me understand more the situation, some even told me to file an ethic case against him, but as a friend I don’t want to worsen the situation, then came to the point that I had the solution and move on to it. This former manager of mine approached me, he ask foe forgiveness, because he already knew that people inside the office already knew what happened. I forgive him and stayed as normal friends. after the issue I was already hearing stories or situations of other salesman how this person always make sulot of their clients, sad that I cannot share their story here, I have respect their privacy, so I just shut up and pretended that I know nothing. Hearing stories from them, I didn’t defend this friend because inside me I know that he has the capabilities to do all the accusation I am hearing. One Monday , I am again hearing sulot sulot client stories inside the office, it always saddens me and stressed me every time I hear situations sa office na ganyan. I approached him as a friend and ask him, is this real fight here in our office? He said yes, (then now you can relate the story which I wrote in “my office is a dangerous battlefield…”). Then Tuesday came, a group mate of mine asked me, do you think it’s advisable to give our clients information to our manager, I said no, because someday you can never tell. You know what the issue with my clients is before. Then now I am caught up again in a situation with him which I cannot yet share here because I am still in need of evidences… but after everything I've decided not to do anything against this person, instead forgive and trust GOD everything.

Envy can kill

Are you aware that envy or jealousy can kill?? =D yeah.. it kills your soul, your moral, you integrity, your love, your mind and your faith. And in the end you’ll turn out weak and useless or worst you die. And are you aware that it is one of the seven deadly sins..?? yes, it is hehe
I have a friend umpisa palang talaga na-feel ko na na-nainggit siya sakin in many ways, nilayuan ko siya, naging cold me sakanya, kase harap harapan siya magsalita.. feeling niya inagawan ko siya ng friend, kinausap ko yung guy na nagtatampo na etong girl na eto, pag nag sasalita siya harap harapan tawa tawa lang me I am trying to understand her, one time we played badminton, I am not trying to compare with her sa outfit, but the way she sounded admirig my get up and criticizing her’s napaisip ako, wala mesinabi more, then may instance na nakabenta me at naka close ng 5 units, she loves her job, masipag siya super na tao and she deserves din makabenta, but maybe may ibang plan si GOD for her, and then diredirecho ilang days na nakakrating sakin ang pag ka envy niya from other people but in a way na hindi ganun ka-direct ang message, eh nagkataon nag tampo siya sa isang friend namin, eh that friend naka tampuhan ko din before, eh nung nag ka tampuhan kami binilhan me ng chef tony’s na popcorn nung mga freidn ko nun, eh siya nag ka tampuhan sila, e hindi siya nabigyan nag salita siya harapan again eh that time medyo short ang patience ko so naka pag salita me ng straight na ano ba prob niya? then she told me, then thank GOD that time huminahon me and tried to understand her again, I really can’t blame people to get envy of me.. but I don’t want them to, kase there’s nothing to envy about me, so I explained in GOD’s way and words. so it turns out okey naman, naintindihan naman niya and we ended up the day nice and happy, then after few days she told me that she is so bothered, that she really wants me to be her friend, that she wants to please me, I am really flattered, but napaisip me…
So I told her ok naman tayo, first you don’t have to please me, we live and created not to please people but to please GOD alone, glorify him and praise him. if people don’t appreciate you, so what you don’t live for them, you can loose them but you can never loose GOD, if its GOD’s will for us to be friends, we will, someday, time will come and darating yung situation na maging good friends din tayo, huwag pilitin, just pray for GOD about it… if sa tingin niya hindi ko siya ma-appreciate, then she must be affected, ano ba naman ang opinion na i-gigive ko saknaya o ng ibang tao sakanya at kung hindi ko siya ma-appreacite, hindi niya dapat problemahin, importante ang tingin sakanya ni GOD, ang dapat na importante niyang isipin na in everything she does is for the good and for GOD.. Thank GOD everyday for life is a gift and enjoy everyday and not to forget that worry is a sin and we should not, for we have GOD..
you know why ko ganyan sinabi bakit hindi din me nakipag super okey and friends sakanya that time, kase gusto ko na friends kami truthfully and real. someday… and ma-realize niya to stop ang habit?? maybe habit niya mag please ng tao… or para mas okey sa time na mas lessen na ang temptation sakanya mag envy..
so natuwa naman siya with what I told her, so he next day she is okey, until her last day sa office.. she wrote me a letter.. and I’ll summarize it nalang.. She repented that she envy me in many ways, and apologize for everything, she told me how much she appreciate me and wanted to be friend with me, and together grow in GOD… diba super nice…. hehe im so happy.. we communicate and exchange GOD’s words… Thank GOD c",) see how does GOD works?? galing noh... hehe

Please.....

The question is.. Is it okey to please people? The answer is absolutely no.. hehe why? people perish, family and friends are finite. They all soon leave and die. They didn’t create heaven and earth, they don’t have the power to save you from eternal death and separation from GOD, they don’t have the power to give eternal life.. These people knowledge and understanding are very limited and no compare to GOD, their forgiveness could also be limited unlike the forgiveness GOD has. And always fear GOD for HE can take away everything from you in a second, not a man can do, so who do you think you should be pleasing? Why please man diba? It is not bad to be good and show kindness to people, as man we should know how to respect others as a sign of knowing and loving GOD, because he commanded us to love one another. Do you want to know some humanly and logically explanation why we don’t need to please people?
First if you please, then these people will like you, but if you stop, they would also start not to like you.
Second, if these people love, like and true to you, even if you don’t please them they will continue to love, like and be true you.
Third, you won’t be happy to forever please people, there will come a time that you will get tired of doing that.
Fourth, it will hurt you a lot if the person you are trying to please didn’t appreciate you still, or have shown appreciation yet in the end leave you still.
Fifth, you will somehow somewhat expect a little return for all the pleasing you are showing, and sooner your expectations will go big. You might get to the point of being demanding and disappointed and end up ruining the relationship that you have just established or founded.
Sixth, it’s not healthy.
Seventh, pleasing people doesn’t make any difference from a pet.
Eighth, what’s the point? Better question your motive of wanting to please, maybe self-centeredness? Self-interest? Selfishness? due to love? attention? position? friendship? purpose? benefits?
Ninth, sometimes you please people because of idolness, idolness could lead to worshipping and praising the person. And remember we should only worship one GOD and all praise should only be to our one GOD.
Tenth, pleasing people is pleasing to GOD? remember HE is a very jealous GOD… c”,)

mahirap ba mag-forgive???

Its easy to say the word but hard to do… lalo na pag andun ka na sa situation… pag ikaw yung sinaktan at ginawan ng masama… but do you agree na not all people can forgive? Yeah may mga taong nagkikimkim ng sama ng loob at nag stay yung hurt and anger nila sa heart… they just don’t choose to forgive.. maybe pride? Maybe na-hurt sila sobra na kala nila yun na yun? Maybe hindi sila maka move on? Maybe inaantay nila yung tao na yun na mag ask ng apology? O maybe lahat yan nasa utak lang nila kaya hindi nila ma-forgive yung tao… can you forgive someone na hindi nag ask ng forgiveness?? Ako, I can.. hehe Alamo ba na peace of mind ang ma-feel mo pag nag forgive ka.. alam mo ba gaano kasarap matulog, kumain at mabuhay ng may peace of mind? Ang sarap ng life without a thought of anything bad or wrong.. its like living life and be ready to die anytime without worrying.. its like feeling the smile and the laugh from the heart… whole ang feeling… yah at first its hard to forgive someone na hindi nag ask ng apology.. but its up to you to live with the hurt and not move on.. pag hindi ka nag forgive aware ka ba na parang may kulang yung life mo? Yah kulang siya alamo bakit malayo si GOD eh.. I can’t explain paano ko eto nasasabi pero yun yung na-feel ko eh..maybe kase yung anger na nasa heart nag rooted ng revenge?? Or hatred?? Pero life won’t be fun pag hindi nag forgive eh.. kase parang nag stop yung time ko pag hindi ako nag forgive..eh iisipin ko nalang ganito… pag nag stop time ko.. yung tao na ba yun nag stop din ba time niya? Baka hindi.. pag nag apekto ako apektado din ba yung tao na yun? Probably hindi.. pag nagalit ako.. galit din ba yung tao na yun? More or less hindi.. pag inisip ko siya.. iniisip din ba niya ako? Malamang hindi.. madami pa.. see? Life stops, sino lugi? Ako… pag hindi ako nag forgive.. pag nasaktan tayo pwede natin isipin na talaga na life is unfair.. we can never do anything about that eh.. kase we don’t have the power to control… true naman talaga na life is unfair.. we just have to accept that it is reality.. masakit sa masakit masaktan.. but so what.. atleast you learn.. diba? Hehe and isipin mo nalang na atleast sure ka na tao ka.. may feelings ka.. hehe another do you agree na it takes time to forgive? Yeah ofcorse.. tao ka lang… but what’s important is you will end up forgiving. Normal lang isipin mo.. Why? What? How? Ka niya nasaktan o paano niya nagawa ang ganyan sayo… pero Alamo pointless yan eh… kase kahit gaano mo i-try intindihin, hindi mo maiintindihan agad, by time maiintindihan mo… plan and way yan ni GOD.. na maintindihan natin ang life at malaman ang purpose niya in everything… kilala mo ba kung sino pwede tumulong sayo mag forgive? Si GOD, lapit ka nalang sakanya, you can ask him many things… How? Why? And eventually you’ll realize ok ka na, and trusting everything to GOD …isipin mo ikaw ba walang sin? Wala ka ba kasalanan sa ibang tao? Sa family mo? Kay GOD? Hindi mo ba sila na-hurt? As in never? Meron diba? But si GOD nagawa ka niya i-forgive? Parents mo kahit gaano ka kasalbahe at kasama, mahal ka pa din nila.. ikaw, eh human ka lang din, why hindi mo ma-forgive kapwa mo? Alam mo ganun ka-sakit ma-feel na life is unfair? Why not try to be fair sa ibang tao para ma-feel nila ang fairness sa life from you? Kahit sayo life is unfair…malay mo ma-feel mo din yun…diba? Since hindi ka naman perfect… mag forgive ka .. pabayaan mo yung tao na naka hurt sayo, if hindi siya nag ask ng forgiveness sayo.. or what.. so what.. hindi lang siya tao sa mundo.. hindi naman sakanya umiikot buhay mo eh.. importante masaya ka, may peace of mind at maisip mo na may mga tao pa around you… and most of all you know how to fear GOD kaya nagawa mo mag forgive .. hehe

A morning full of love…

The day today is beautiful… its like a sunshine after the rain hehe ewan ko basta pag ka gising ko ngayon umaga kahit na im sick pa din, yung fever ko hindi pa magaling, yung feeling na full of energy and so inlove hehe parang ang happy ng day ko today na parang ang sarap i-start ng day at tapusin ng full of moments.. I don’t know.. basta.. im feeling happy na parang inlove.. eh im am not inlove naman sa isang human or to anyone… im not seeing anyone.. im not getting to know someone… im not looking at someone din.. iba lang yung feeling hehe parang feeling na may howe ako today at first day namin na kami… hahaha well thank GOD that HE have given me a beautiful day today hehe maybe baka eto yung feeling having a very very deep talk with GOD before I go to sleep kanina hehe.. I prayed about sa mga clients ko na maka benta ako na i-softened niya yung heart nila to buy and sa will niya na guy for me… hay.. hindi ko nga alam kung tama ba yung naiisip ko na will niya na guy for me.. kase feeling ko kilala ko na kung sino yun.. kaso siyempre si GOD lang talaga nakakaalam kung sino ba talaga hehe.. malay ko mali pala ako sa akala ko nanaman hehe hindi naman nanliligaw yung tao sakin na yun.. hindi din naman sa hindi ko siya type, hindi ko din naman siya mahal… pero feel ko siya na kase parang perfect and right lang siya for me hehe kung sino man yung guy na feeling ko siya na… SECRET… hahahaha ewan nakaka loka… si GOD talaga nilalagyan niya ng excitement and trill buhay ko hahahaha

no regrets..

The past weeks I just realized something…
I’ve been in a boy and girl relationship for 3 times… a happy and sad relationship.. which people says ended up with nothing… they all 3 have done me wrong… they all 3 have hurt me… but… I can still say that they all 3 are a good person… have loved me purely, have leaved me with good and happy memories and taught me the teachings of love…
I always knew this realization that hopefully it would stuck up in my mind for good.. that I won’t happen to forget na… hehe I realize na not only them did me wrong.. I also do… I have also hurt them… things in life should not be always blamed to others… sometimes even if it hurts, we must not forget that we also need to accept that surely in the process we have done something wrong… I realize that maybe kaya hindi din nag work yung relationdsip.. maybe because somehow somewhat naging childish me, im too dominant and aggressive, too bossy and demanding, hard to handle person.. hehe even if Im truly sweet and caring to them. I realized that I have to change this attitude of mine… before involving myself again in a relationship… And also have a Christian guy… a true one.. okey….!!! Hehe see??? The past 3 relationships of mine is not totally nothing… because I came to the point where I learned how to be humble enough to accept my faults and change them eventually.. hopefully.. hehe Hey, its painful to be separated with the one you love ah… everytime you fail you’ll learn how to be matured enough to accept and put all the trust in GOD to be whole again and feel alive again… isa pa.. learn that human love perishes and vanishes… but GOD’s love… never… its so pure and true… can you see how GOD’s plan works??? It is HIS will… HE made me feel the past relationship to be happy full of love and turned it into failure so that someday I can be better in it... hehe Oh GOD you’re works are full of mystery hehe

Life is unfair…indeed….

Last Sunday a topic came up, I and my friends had a discussion over this matter…
I gave an example…
I said.. what If 2 matured Christian friends of ours got together and become husband and wife… They lived together and had children… their family became a good example of a Christian family… what if 30 years after the guy committed a sin.. he had an affair with a woman.. so he committed adultery, what if the guy accidentally got this woman pregnant and had a baby.. what would be the case now? How we friends of this guys would react?
A friend of mine answered…
HE: the wife have to forgive and accept..
I: that’s unfair.. it’s hard
HE: its really painful and hurtful… but in a Christian family you have to accept and forgive…
I: how about sa church?
HE: he will put to church discipline, after makakabalik naman siya if he repent and pag naayos na, and also everyone sa church will forgive… kailangan lang niya ma-discipline kase baka may ma-stumble na believer…
I: ok, but how about us his friends? Talk to him?
HE: he said yes and forgive
I: ok, e his image? Chaka kung ako yun mag iiba tingin ko talaga sakanya
HE: wala na tayo magagawa diyan…

Then again I stated an example that I am trying to connect with the situation of this husband…

What if this guy friend of mine who I am talking to this Sunday has no girl friend yet, and he is to choose between the ladies around to be a candidate of courtship.. I ask what if a single parent young lady once made a mistake and had a child, na-church discipline na siya and naka balik na din sa church, she is forgiven by all she has repented…so the question is this magiging candidate pa ba siya sa for you future wife?
HE: no!!
I: why? People forgive her na…the church forgive her na… and when we forgive we forget the mistake na ginawa ng tao right? So hindi na count yung nag ka mistake niya diba?
HE: may choice ka naman eh, and I choose not
I: eh bakit mali ba na maging choice siya?
HE: yes!
I: why? So you mean hindi ka nag forgive?
HE: sabi sa bible.. mga widow hindi na pwede mag asawa
I: saan? Eh sabi sa bible, pwede pa kaya.. chaka hindi naman siya widow, single parent
HE: widow yun… basta hindi na siya candidate for marriage

then he said
HE: Life is unfair MJ alamo ba yun?
I: Yeah I know life is unfair…I strongly agree with that…

Then we pause….

HE: did I answer you question??
I: I think so…

It’s the sad realization of life… that LIFE is UNFAIR… and I am always a witness to that… because I have always live my life full of pain, sufferings, and unfairness from others… but still I am happy and glad.. I stumble in life, do mistake, do bad and learn from them, people do me wrong, meet people who would hurt me… but with all of this I learned a lot.. become more and more knowledgeable and full of wisdom, all of this is bringing me closer and closer to GOD, I can say that I am living a life…a real life…a life as real as GOD… and still I would want to praise GOD that HE have given me this gift of life… that no one could ever imagined.. not everyone are given the chance to have a miserable yet very very colorful moments in life… Thank you GOD… And I love you…

The patient and the old man

If given the situation…you only have to help one… what would you do???

You met two different strangers both are poor and in need of help…who would you help??

First situation:
The first person… is a patient in the hospital.. about in late 40’s or early 50’s of age… she got a family.. they are poor. she is in need of financial support for medication… but you happen to know the character and attitude of this patient…she hated GOD for giving her this situation… she curse GOD.. she is also a bad towards others… she steal… she sell lust… and more….
The second person… is an old man.. who work hard everyday… making pamaypay which he weave with all his heart, bring it to Divisoria, hanging the pile of pamaypay around himself, staying under the sun and sell it for a very cheap amount 20pesos each earning little in order to support his family…it also happen that you know this person character he is a good person, he praises GOD even given this situation, he don’t ask for alms, he works with his sweat and blood but obviously this man also need financial help…
ME: I would want to help the old man instead…
YOU??? And why?

Second situation:
The first person… is a patient in the hospital.. about in late 40’s or early 50’s of age… she got a family.. they are poor. she is in need of financial support for medication… but you happen not to know anything about this patient…
The second person… is an old man.. who work hard everyday… making pamaypay which he weave with all his heart, bring it to Divisoria, hanging the pile of pamaypay around himself, staying under the sun and sell it for a very cheap amount 20pesos each earning little in order to support his family…it also happen that you also don’t know this person character or attitude but obviously this man also in of need financial help…
ME: Still the old man…
YOU??? And why?

The love of money is the root of all evil.... story one

How could he claim that he is a GOD fearing person, if all he love is money?? I knew a person na ganyan..sad at medyo complicated yung situation na hindi ko ma-kwento yung whole story… anyway matagal na siyang Christian…sa pag claim niya na Christian siya that he really feared GOD… at first mataas talaga tingin ko sakanya.. I respect this person kase akala ko mabait siya purely.. but tao pala talaga nag iiba by time and pag dating sa usapan ng pera…lumalabas mga horns nila… nagiging selfish.. uncontiously nakakahurt na sila ng ibang tao at nakaka pag pahirap na sila ng buhay ng ibang tao.. pero akla pa din nila tama ginagawa nila…may nag sabi that he and she wants revenge.. labanan daw mag higanti the way they know how…but I stand and correct them and say no!! just stand still and be idle about the situation… let them do what they want to do.. kung sobra na siyang sama.. let them.. they are knowledgeable enough to know na ginagawa nila tama or mali… and they claim to be a believer… minsan, before… nagrevenge kayo sa gantong gantong ginawa din nila… sino talo…in the end kayo din… so why bother… sabi ko just trust GOD may mata naman siya eh.. HE is not blind not to know… nakikita niya ang tama at mali.. and I know that HE won’t allow people like this to live smoothly in life without punishment… HE is a fair GOD… and HE punishes those who sins.. always remember that life is like a round ball… sometimes your on the top sometimes your on the bottom…and all the things that we do, have consequences… either rewards or punishment… just remember live your life in full trust of the LORD our GOD.. HE knows best.. just trust…