My Life Verses

Proverbs 28:14 Blessed is the man who always fears the LORD, but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble.


Philippians 4:13 I can do everything through HIM who gives me strength.


1 John 4:19 We love because HE first loved us.


Jeremiah 17:7 But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in HIM.


Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails.

Monday, April 6, 2009

In my dream, I was again attacked….

Dreams??? What is a dream? For others or it was define as just a human psychology of images that travel through our unconscious mind. But for me.. Sometimes its more than that.
The story begins here… I was a very busy person and I met a group of people who wanted to explore or experiment with meditation… at first we we’re only 3 or 4 inside that car.. But eventually the number grew, I happen just to join the ride without the intention of joining their experiments but it seems like I was also with the group the entire story, I also don’t know how I came to be with them and be inside the car. The group was into road trip and actively joining the road trip working adventure.. its like working on a daily basis and be employed where they happen to stop, no permanent employment. The first meditation they did is in a room where there is only light but no air or fan.. the walls are all wood.. the group started to sweat.. the next day the group agen start another meditation where we were like inside a comfort room and there is a table ad we will stand there and meditate, here the room was all made up of glass. The third day , the meditation is like playing and laughing, here my friend Ryan Chuacokiong was in the group.. I ask him what he is doing there but he just lied on the floor and meditate… after I was with a girl friend.. Forgot who but we were like in a restaurant on top of a hill… where there is fresh air n good ambiance but that time I cant see any view.. There I saw my 3rd ex friends, his friends in st. benilde, I saw them in group waiting for some more friends to arrive.. it was a familiar scenario, and in my dream I can tell, its lie a blast in the past in my dream, its like parang “ I was also here the time na they we’re also here na hindi pa kami, or the time na before I met him, so he arrive with a familiar face, familiar clothes and familiar place.. so they didn’t recognize me kase in reality daw that time we haven’t met, I just don’t know how and why I came to that point of time, so that time I kinda feel something, the want of peace, to make peace with him, there comes a very super duper handsome guy, he holds time and predicts time, at first siyempre I didn’t know, so he approach me and without a word, he did something for mike to know me that time, for him to adjust the memory into the future and make everything in the future of that time be visible to him, so mike recognizes me na and everything that happened, the handsome guy, make a way for the friends of mike to leave so that mike and me can talk and be at peace. So it did happened, mike knew the handsome guy for a long time na daw and so… so after he leave after the hand shake… and I was so happy that time and told him that at last I can now move on and its like an answered prayer to be peace with him… the handsome guy approach me once again and he started telling me of his capabilities, he is not so superior but he has a power, he can move to time, he can see the future, then the thing he told me, “that I am about to die, soon, coz ill be having a brain tumor.“ he even touch my head at the back and made me feel how it hurts pala and advices me to see a doctor and have it check and operated soon. So we went separate ways then I was with Claudette Guevarra na… She saw all what had happened, she kinda believe but didn’t get that affected the way I did, but she brought lots of fliers with her and brought it to me, she keeps telling me that that guy was very famous and and expert in that field. So we also went talking about the brain tumor, she advised me to check with a doctor to check, and had it operated soon, so I was worried that time… I was worried of my life, the operation, the expenses and who and how to see a good doctor for me to survive this… so we went to an old hospital where there is only one elevator, a very old yet fast elevator, so the doctor clinic was on the 10th floor, but the doctor wasn’t there, then a janitor advice us to go to the 6th floor where people where there, so I and Claudette went there and entering 6th floor, there is a garden a very relaxing place to be, but almost everyone in their own group are so relax.. They are all sited and meditating.. not even one, dare to approach or dare to look at us.. the thought we we’re asking them where is the doctor… then this handsome man came to me again and approach me, he said that I should really see the doctor because my time of dying is becoming near.. so again I was so worried and terrified, he offered me a prediction, that time I was given the chance to say no unlike the first time he speaks to me, I immediately answered him with a no and I am not interested, for it is not good to listen to him because I am becoming more worried and crying everytime he said this tom me and it is not my believe to listen with his prediction. And I said to him, GOD is in control and even if I am dying of this sickness even if it sounds impossible to an ordinary human to let this sickness be gone without an operation, there is nothing impossible with GOD if I pray, and ask him to heal me, if I am not healed maybe it is his will, so I quickly get rid of his site and drag Claudette to the elevator to leave the place… when we saw Kenneth Tolentino and also drag him in a hurry to leave the place… and told them that I want to see boksu and tell boksu Danny Reyes everything that had happened. I saw Remington inside the elevator and ride alone and went down, I didn’t got the chance to call him and say stop. The elevator is gone, yet there is an elevator opening, so I convince Claudette and Kenneth to jump than to be on that place with that guy. They said we will die, I told them no just pray and have faith when we jump, so we jump and by surprise we we’re alive when we reach the ground, because Kenneth has a strong faith which helps us survive. Then it was again the 6th floor. We we’re back again to that floor with a different image, then there is no door for us to pass to the safer ground coz if not we’ll be trap on that open space elevator, so wee decided to punch kick and destroy the wall, then we saw light again and human, but still there is an imaginary wall that we cannot pass through immediately so I told them we can pass through here its all in faith, then we we’re able to enter. I saw boksu right away, but he was leaving and approaching to an elevator to the balcony of this 6th floor, then I saw him na sa balcony.i was calling him, yet he is not answering my shout. Not looking at me. Then on my left side balcony I saw Ryan Ching, then on my right side ground was Ryan Chuacokiong, I told them that I need to talk to boksu and ask for help.. then boksu approach me, then he talk to me, I forgot how did he talk to me but that time, I felt that it wasn’t boksu that I should not trust that man I am talking to, then he himself revealed that he was not really boksu, he is the handsome man, he again transformed and laughing and wanted revenge on me. He keeps on talking and talking and I cant remember in what he is saying to me because that time I was so busy ignoring him by asking this fellow friends of mine to help me pray and fight this guy, the face of the handsome guy is transforming fast of an unexplainable sight, its like a monster that I cant remember how to describe then be back again to boksu face then again back to his handsome face. Then I said that I wont be afraid of him and fight him, so I and the fellows pray, then he really swing flying towards me yet not the chance of hurting me and really come near me, then I don’t know he just became a small stuff toy… I grab the stuff toy, if I am not mistaken I can remember that it was a dog or bear stuff toy and began hurting it to kill it but it was lifeless, then a voice in my thought said that I will come back… then I woke up… Again can’t believe that it does happen again. He again attacked me in my dreams. Then I pray to GOD that even in my dreams he hears my prayers. After I touch me back head to touch if it hurts the same hurt I felt in my dream… but it doesn’t hurt.. but the feeling of touching my head feels the same, I mean the bone structured that I touched is the same bone structure that I felt when I touch my head in my dreams.
Really I know a lot of people wont agree or believe with my dreams when I say that it is really the evil who I have encountered, I can still say that it is really possible because the time I slept before I dreamed I was worried and guilty, so maybe he had a foothold of worrying in me that is why he was able to attack me again. Which is clearly stated in the bible that; do not worry, for worry is a sin. (Matthew 6:25-34) We also are aware that GOD doesn’t speak in dream anymore so there is no hidden meaning or any translation needed. (Daniel 7:15-28)

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