Tuesday, February 26, 2013
other half
everyone is different to one another, and we only need to find the other half who will understand our differences.
If I have hurt them?
If I have hurt J**** last month, i didn't mean it... I only want him to go back attending toastmasters, i want him to be responsible, but he took it negatively, he got mad at me.
I f I have hurt A***** of his lunch treat last month... I have apologize. I am so stressed that time.
If I have hurt A*****, J****, K**** and K** with regards of the drinks, it is not my intention.
If I have hurt H****** regarding the text, a very strong text that says "I clearly indicate that I am not good in English" that meant that the time he mocked me, it is in appropriate. I shared to him my achievements because he is close to me, just be happy for me.
If I have hurt R***** last year for deleting my face photo on his camera, i asked for forgiveness and if he took me negatively, all this time, i think he have problem not me.
If A** got a problem with me regarding my post about friends last week, i think she have a problem not me. maybe she is guilty for not treating me one.
I can only, forgive myself if they don't forgive me, so that I can move on. GOD knows i didn't want to hurt them, but they were. i cannot dwell on my mistake. I can only move on and forgive myself for GOD has forgiven me. GOD knows my heart, I am true and pure. I may sin by mistake, but I don't take revenge and I don't talk at them at the back. I consider them friends, even if they don't to me.
I f I have hurt A***** of his lunch treat last month... I have apologize. I am so stressed that time.
If I have hurt A*****, J****, K**** and K** with regards of the drinks, it is not my intention.
If I have hurt H****** regarding the text, a very strong text that says "I clearly indicate that I am not good in English" that meant that the time he mocked me, it is in appropriate. I shared to him my achievements because he is close to me, just be happy for me.
If I have hurt R***** last year for deleting my face photo on his camera, i asked for forgiveness and if he took me negatively, all this time, i think he have problem not me.
If A** got a problem with me regarding my post about friends last week, i think she have a problem not me. maybe she is guilty for not treating me one.
I can only, forgive myself if they don't forgive me, so that I can move on. GOD knows i didn't want to hurt them, but they were. i cannot dwell on my mistake. I can only move on and forgive myself for GOD has forgiven me. GOD knows my heart, I am true and pure. I may sin by mistake, but I don't take revenge and I don't talk at them at the back. I consider them friends, even if they don't to me.
worst of me
it is a habit of me to show all my negative side, the worst of me, actually circumstance allowed me too.
it is where i will know that I will be loved and accepted at my worst, so that I will know who I will be worth it for me to show love too.
sometimes we give love, but people just take it for granted, and it all comes to waste.
I am not perfect, they are too.. we are all alike, sinner. but what's my difference between me and them, I always show my real self. never a time that I am plastic.
People may love me, if I am quiet, but that's not me. I am straight and open.
I'd rather be not love for who I am , than be loved for what I am not.
it is where i will know that I will be loved and accepted at my worst, so that I will know who I will be worth it for me to show love too.
sometimes we give love, but people just take it for granted, and it all comes to waste.
I am not perfect, they are too.. we are all alike, sinner. but what's my difference between me and them, I always show my real self. never a time that I am plastic.
People may love me, if I am quiet, but that's not me. I am straight and open.
I'd rather be not love for who I am , than be loved for what I am not.
Jehu
in the Bible 2 King chapter 9 and 10
the storey of Jehu, as I was reading the passage, I was so shocked of how he killed, he is a real murderer, he killed alot and ambush alot. but the LORD GOD of Israel blesses him, because HE kills the Ahab and all his household and followers, also Jezebel and all the worshipper of Baal.
I just find Jehu cruel, but... since GOD blesses him upto his 4th generations, so I am trying my best to see him as good, since GOD said so. ^^,
the storey of Jehu, as I was reading the passage, I was so shocked of how he killed, he is a real murderer, he killed alot and ambush alot. but the LORD GOD of Israel blesses him, because HE kills the Ahab and all his household and followers, also Jezebel and all the worshipper of Baal.
I just find Jehu cruel, but... since GOD blesses him upto his 4th generations, so I am trying my best to see him as good, since GOD said so. ^^,
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
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