heart and mind

i realize that in a relationship..it is better that you get hurt and feel hurt.. because if you don't ... there is no love...

and it is true that the mind cannot teach the heart..

the mind cannot teach the heart to stop loving.. likewise.. the heart cannot teach the mind to love...

but in the end... love would always be a decision.. :D

i miss blogging

i miss my blog..i miss writing..in highschool..i really got low grades in english..1st its english..im not good with it..2nd grammar..im poor in it..3rd spelling..oh my too late for me to realize that spelling is not to be memorized :)) 4th im poor in constructing sentences..poor in essay writing..but it was weird on year 2008 when i started to love writing..there is something in writing.....one good way for me to share my thoughts..because im not good in public speaking.. i stutter alot...oh well since then im dreaming to have books authored by me to be in print someday... Ow.. it is free to dream... :D

im loving to read too.. i get to relax when im reading books.. weird... in my younger years.. i hate to read.. as in.. it feels like someone is hitting my head everytime i read books.. "parang binabatukan ...ako :)) " funny isnt it... then another weird thing happen to me last 2007 .. i started to love reading.. now.. im enjoying reading books.. i dont really watch t.v..because preferrably i enjoy reading more.. sometimes i dont know how to operate our t.v. na nga eh.. dont know how the buttons of the remote function.. :)) and I thank GOD for this weird changes that is happening to me.. surely it is from GOD.. and im loving it hehehe

pause and pray

sometimes in life, there are things i want to do, inshort my will, so tempted.. felt like i'll be alot happier and it'll be alot easier.. but everytime.. i pause then pray because i thought of HIM.. it is like... wait!!! oppsies.. this life is not mine.. it is HIS.. it is not me.. it is always HIM.. look at Christ, He also did pause and pray in Luke 22 in the Garden of Gethsemane...may we always have the heart of "not what I will,but what HIS will.." let us strive to fulfill HIS will in our lives..

why pause and pray?? because we don't want to ruin GOD's will for us... we don't want to make HIM feel that we are pursuing our will not HIS... so we pause to seek HIS will.. it is like respect.. one way we show HIM how much we love HIM...it is to know what to do.. in every step of our lives... in accordance with HIS will... How to seek HIS will.. pray.. read the Bible.. then you will have the discernment.. base from every scripture in the Bible..

better hurt

if people hurt you, just smile... instead of raising your right hand intending to slap them, hold it and let it meet with your left hand..then pray for them...ask GOD to forgive them for they don't know what they do...for 8 yrs im holding to this in my mind that "it is better to be hurt than to hurt" in tagalog.. "mas mabuti na ikaw ang saktan.. kaysa ikaw ang makasakit.." :)))

trials of so many kinds

the past days I realize why GOD give trials of so many kinds in our life… it happens, for us to be more Christ like…. we have to strive to immitate who He is….His response and reactions to every circumstance...to please GOD… not man….if you truly walk in the will of GOD, you will experience the suffering of Christ….then you will appreciate Him repeatedly and remindedly says HE is real and over and over believe that He is truly the Son of GOD... the Holy one… It is hard to be Holy and be Christ like...try…you will experience being killed alive over and over again… but we can always strive...by reading the Bible and knowing Him more by heart not by mind….I can say I am truly blessed with all my trials… If you stumble , get up, pray and seek GOD… if you truly walk in GOD's will...you will surely be put to trial...GOD allows the enemy to attack us and be put to test, GOD is testing what would our response be, HE is testing our faith in HIM, our obedience, our trust, our love for Him, how much we know Him and upto when are we are willing to obey…there will come a point where you will also ask GOD, GOD why have you forsaken me?? you will ask HIM, is this really your will for me?? but think even… Christ also did ask GOD “Abba Father why have you forsaken me??” but in the end when He says "it is finished…" He commend His Spirit to GOD, still acknowledging GOD to be GOD and surrendering His life again in full authority to GOD..GOD promise never to forsake us.. what more if we do HIS will..

let us all be Christ like, be sensitive with the work by grace of the Holy Spirit in our lives… because if we do.. we will see the hands of GOD in OUR lives…