LOVE that is willed

still..I believe true LOVE comes from GOD.HE will give the gift of love to that certain person HE willed for,& HE will give it to both at the same time.also they will both feel HE is working & leading them about it.the enemy is wise & manipulative to use fear of both to destroy them.but GOD will not allow HE has great ...plans.just have faith & wait for the Lord.the will of GOD will take place at HIS time.at HIS time.

Still

Being still is something hard to do, but if it’s for GOD’s glory, I will.
I don’t know, but I receive a message of being STILL, regarding my love life, last August 15, 2010, when Reverend Harg Ang is the one leading the sermon and Elliott Chua is the one translating, this is the same message I receive from the LORD, I may not know HIS plan, but I will follow. I will wait for the LORD.

What is being still before the LORD?
It is enjoying GOD’s presence while waiting. Enjoying, loving, knowing, serving and being patient while listening, obeying…and waiting for HIS next command. For HIS time. In HIS time.

If I am very busy, I have to prioritize spend time with the LORD and listen to HIM.

If I spend time, I must not keep talking, one way communication is not good, it should always be two way, I should also learn and know how to listen.
Believe and never doubt. Just trust. Full trust,
Then follow and obey HIS commands.

Another strong reason for being still..
It is better to be single than marry someone who is not will by GOD for me.
~what an insight..

Struggles of being still,
1. O well, I am blessed with the gift of human relation, I am so friendly that guys find it easy to approach me and be friend with me, so I am having lot of guys who comes after me, hard, hard to reject or ignore them, hard to be not friendly, hard to be still at first because some are really okey in different ways GOD made them to be. But if they are not, I cannot also entertain them, I have to be cold to them. Satan is using them to distract me without them knowing it. We all know that satan don't want GOD's will to take place. It will ruin him, he knows that. So all I do is pray for everything. And super thank GOD, HE is drawing me close and close to HIM. Praise HIM.

2. Another, hay this guy who is willed by GOD to me, is also an eligible bachelor, he is really okey, so ladies are texting, ym-ing and FB-ing me also, they are asking lots of questions, and doing whatever things. Before this ladies shakes me, but now GOD’s leading is so obvious that made me very strong in my stand of still. O well, this is GOD’s will, tough, painful and confusing at first. But when you fully listen and obey, fully have surrendered to GOD all, and fully trust HIM, everything is not hard at all, tough yes!! But not tough because I have GOD hehehe

I have an end up question:
Is he experiencing same toughness struggles like me? I hope I can share this to him, but I can’t because I am still hahaha =P but I know, we we're both relying and trusting GOD. Praise GOD.

I have a dream

I have a dream last Aug 22, 2010, I was like in a province,
A guy ask me to swim deep to live.. it was a big body of water like a lake or a river with many trees, when I look at the water I saw a lot of fish, they are so close together, scary if you will see, but this guy told me, I can swim deep to live and to cross under the water to reach the other side, deep is very beautiful no one can imagine because he have swim through it, I woke up.. having the question am I willing?
Before I slept, that night, there was a game, and a question I cannot forget, what have I risked for GOD? I can’t answer, because I never experienced risking anything, now I know I have a calling to share, because last Monday Aug 30, 2010, I was asked to lead a Bible study, there’s a hunger to do it more. So far, I am at this point, i got lots of unbeliever around me. May GOD continue to lead me. Praise HIM. ^_^