happy to know

this morning... iam so happy to know... i even cried knowing.. praise GOD indeed and thank You Jesus... all the glory to GOD. ^_^

my 8 ministry last 2011..
it represents 8 commitments, the 8 children I've been praying and wanting to have if I get married...
at first i was so eager to commit and serve, while time passes by... my ministry increases.. like having a children... my responsibilities piled up.. making it hard for me... just like a mother taking good care and being responsible of her children's growth... I can honestly say that I also fail to be responsible with some of my ministry for some time, in short "napabayaan" in a way... but by Jesus leading, He lead me to finish all the task, all the responsibility even if I am put to trial and hardship.. that's motherhood and being a wife, no matter how stressful the situation gets into your family, no matter how hard it could be, a godly mother never give up instead kneel and pray... call and ask GOD for wisdom and strength and ask Jesus for leading .. awesome ^_^

what I realize, that all this trials and sufferings are sacrifices and learnings, GOD and Jesus know that I have persevere until the end, and I know as They know that I have passed the test, now I can say I am ready.

now that I am ready, all I can do is continue to walk with GOD with the right and good attitude, pray and grow with His words, wait until the right one comes.

how will I know? I will just know... ^_^