endure, like Christ did

the past days, weeks, i repeatedly keep telling God and Jesus that whatever the circumstance, whatever I will see or know I will just endure the pain..

whatever this guy will do... selfishly, tempted or out of anger... I will endure..
whatever these women will do... Even I see their schemes... I will endure..
whatever people will see me... judge me, gossip me and tell me... I will endure..
whatever life circumstance gives me... wicked, wrong or bad... I will endure..

I will close my lips, tho they accuse me.. tho I really know the truth..
I will be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry..

for I want to honor GOD, and Jesus hands leading and work even if it means giving my heart,
for I want HIM to fulfill what HE has planned for HIS glory because I am an instrument,

for I want to show Jesus Christ that He won't fail for leading me that I will be able to walk His walk,

for I have prayed to God that I will keep my heart as kind and humble as possible..
I will be Christ like.

One day, I will see how the hands of GOD work and how HE will be glorified for HIS plans.

My Redeemer lives - Nicole Mullen
You are my hiding place - Selah
From heaven You came.