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I notice someone.. I notice him last 2009 azcop camp, he is from another church..that time he is snob to me.. he can make me laugh, I like his sense of humor, this June 2010 I was surprisingly asked by a common friend, if I'll be willing to be blind date with this guy, but since I am inlove with another guy, I simply answer no because I can't. this 2010 azcop he tried to be friend with me, but It's not okey with me, also that time I have dilemmas with the guy im inlove with, I am in great confusion.. so.. nothing. many times this year I notice him, he is not handsome, but he have this funny sense of humor which catches my attention. he may not be handsome, but hey I don't need a handsome guy, it's the heart that I am looking at.. and I need a guy who will love me like a prince loving his princess. he is a matured christian, who plays guitar well and sings well too. he also plays basketball. hmm.. ideal! hehe im interested to know him, if GOD is willing and will make a way..I will.. now, in my sad days, he is the one who somehow somewhat brightens my days, he puts a smile in my frown face and sometimes makes me laugh.. even if he don't know, so I thank GOD for it. that's a blessing. I know how to love, I am loyal, is just that I have no reason to stay in love. too much pain. too much hurt. need to move on. this is one way. c",)