He don't know me, because if he do.. he will stay..
yes!! i never showed 100% of who I am.. i never showed my good side.. because.. i believe in this.. "if a person really loves you... no matter there's no more reason to love you, he will stay... "
like a did.. I am crushed.. I am put to shame.. I am pushed.. all by him..
even my mind tells me leave..
my heart still choose to stay.. all I want him is to be okey.. happy.. I don't want people to leave him.. i want to be angry.. but deep inside im still loving.. how difficult..
how i hate this love that GOD has taught me.. how unselfish..
I have run the race.. I have finished the race.. i have keep the faith.. all I did is obey and trust..
why GOD? that's all I ask.. Why I am shaken the time I am trying to fulfill YOUR will..
why? why did these people who tries to ruin things..? comes.. whom shall I hate??
why did YOU and I let the enemy won?.. I think its my fault.. I am weak.. I failed to ask strength from YOU..
can we again fight the fight? but right now.. it is impossible for me to fight... all I can do is stand still and be firm..
but guess what.. he is not really my type.. I don't like him.. he i not the guy i dreamt of being my husband.. but.. GOD.. GOD made me love him.. now I am left here..
Grenade - bruno mars
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