I know who holds tomorrow

I know who holds tomorrow, so I will trust GOD still.

I have a past love, whom I am moving on, the time I was there, I was ruined, yet this pass still matters to me, I don't want to see him hurt. sometimes I am thinking to go back, but he is no good for me, he have tortured my heart in the past, he has done many unforgivable things to me, I can forgive him, but I am sure I can't forget all of it now.

I have a past crush, who I am attracted so much, we didn't worked out, but now I would like to give 2nd chance, though he is not pursuing me now, but this guy, he compliments me, i think he compliments me. I know he has a chance to grow in-love with Christ the way that happened to me, I was a sinner saved by Grace, and I can see that he wants to change the mistakes he did to me last time. He is really my type, I like the way he thinks and act as a man. He is a true man.

I have a present friend, who does matter so much to me now, we both know that we we're only friends and good to be friends, and up to that only, but I am no longer sure for his value to me, tho I am really not attracted to him and I am not seeing him as a potential too.

this is my situation now, I will be still and be normal, and not plan my life anymore. I will let GOD..