misinterpreted kindness

today, this is what i pray..

may the kindness that i am doing may not be misinterpreted..

many times when i showed kindness to people, i am judge and misinterpreted..

sometimes i get to suffer..

some thought maybe it is for a reason or for a purpose..

i am hurt.. or may be hurt.. but

i just kept telling myself it is between them and GOD if they will judge me that way..

as long as my intentions and motives are clear.. i am clear..

i always pray to GOD that and may my intentions be clear with what i do..

the feeling is like suffering for doing what is good..

then repeatedly i have to keep reminding myself that.. be Christ like.. be Christ like..

how can i say no to being kind.. that is my heart..

sounds proud.. but no.. the good that i do is from the heart, from GOD..

i don't know why.. i am just like that..