be ready

just now.. im not sure.. and i am currently not that happy too..

GOD could possibly choose not the one i love for me..

HE could possibly pick the one who loves me..

i have to be ready when GOD finally decide..

i have to submit..

i just pray that my instinct is wrong..

i pray that the one i love will run the race faster ..

faster and soon finish it..

i still want him to win..

i still believe in him and trust him..

Jesus, you know the desire of my heart, i pray that he wins.

but again, i will still submit to the plan GOD has for me,

possible i may not love it, but certainly GOD knows the best for me.

still in the end i will rejoice.