Still

Being still is something hard to do, but if it’s for GOD’s glory, I will.
I don’t know, but I receive a message of being STILL, regarding my love life, last August 15, 2010, when Reverend Harg Ang is the one leading the sermon and Elliott Chua is the one translating, this is the same message I receive from the LORD, I may not know HIS plan, but I will follow. I will wait for the LORD.

What is being still before the LORD?
It is enjoying GOD’s presence while waiting. Enjoying, loving, knowing, serving and being patient while listening, obeying…and waiting for HIS next command. For HIS time. In HIS time.

If I am very busy, I have to prioritize spend time with the LORD and listen to HIM.

If I spend time, I must not keep talking, one way communication is not good, it should always be two way, I should also learn and know how to listen.
Believe and never doubt. Just trust. Full trust,
Then follow and obey HIS commands.

Another strong reason for being still..
It is better to be single than marry someone who is not will by GOD for me.
~what an insight..

Struggles of being still,
1. O well, I am blessed with the gift of human relation, I am so friendly that guys find it easy to approach me and be friend with me, so I am having lot of guys who comes after me, hard, hard to reject or ignore them, hard to be not friendly, hard to be still at first because some are really okey in different ways GOD made them to be. But if they are not, I cannot also entertain them, I have to be cold to them. Satan is using them to distract me without them knowing it. We all know that satan don't want GOD's will to take place. It will ruin him, he knows that. So all I do is pray for everything. And super thank GOD, HE is drawing me close and close to HIM. Praise HIM.

2. Another, hay this guy who is willed by GOD to me, is also an eligible bachelor, he is really okey, so ladies are texting, ym-ing and FB-ing me also, they are asking lots of questions, and doing whatever things. Before this ladies shakes me, but now GOD’s leading is so obvious that made me very strong in my stand of still. O well, this is GOD’s will, tough, painful and confusing at first. But when you fully listen and obey, fully have surrendered to GOD all, and fully trust HIM, everything is not hard at all, tough yes!! But not tough because I have GOD hehehe

I have an end up question:
Is he experiencing same toughness struggles like me? I hope I can share this to him, but I can’t because I am still hahaha =P but I know, we we're both relying and trusting GOD. Praise GOD.