My Life Verses

Proverbs 28:14 Blessed is the man who always fears the LORD, but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble.


Philippians 4:13 I can do everything through HIM who gives me strength.


1 John 4:19 We love because HE first loved us.


Jeremiah 17:7 But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in HIM.


Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

In my dream he attacks again, he wants mom, but I know he just wants to shaken my Faith

I dreamt this between 2am to 359am....

I was in a very big house, It was old, and have lots of rooms inside…
There is this one room that seems to be special that I never tried to enter…
In my dreams mama seems to always talk with someone I can’t see, and she always insist na andun daw… she always says “sabi niya (ganun ganyan).. kaya kelangan ko….” So in my dreams I was confused who she talks too… there, Im trying to understand her…more and more…
A group of young people went to our house… they are friends of my shobe daw… they point to the mysterious room, they said there’s something evil inside…they want to explore it but they didn’t went inside… (just a typical teenager’s kakulitan)
After I went to a certain room.. there some teenagers,they are having a Bible study, so I find them doing a good thing so I didn’t bother to disturb them….
In my dream it was every night that my mom used to go out daw.. went somewhere and end up to that room inside the big old house.. kinda magulo but ganun…after she would always request everyone or anyone to just simply leave her there so inshort mag papa hatid lang siya, she was inlove with the guy inside the room that she usually talks to..she follows all his words… all…(she was possessed in a way)
I requested mama to introduce to me who is tha , but she said that he doesn’t want… so I insisted, but nothing happen
Mama in my dream would usually enter the room and ask grand ma (na usually nag hahatid daw sakanya sa room na yun) to leave her… and after the next day she would simply go back home or you will just see her lying asleep in the sala, knowing nothing, empty minded from what happen the last night, and in my dream it repeatedly happening everyday…
One time, I walked mama to the room, as I said it’s a long way to there, we even need to go out of the house to arrive to the room, but the room was just inside the house where we stay and that is also the house that we use to leave (basta dun din kami umaalis )… ako nag hatid kay mama kase I got curious sana nangyayari sakanya daw and start to mag duda…kase my mom is always empty minded…
There napatunayan ko it is the devils work… he wants mom… I never get the chance to enter the room.. also I don’t want… and he don't allow me to enter...
After, in my dream I start to think of how would I, could I save mama, and stop these things… I start thinking whether to say this to Boksu Reyes or not… then, I interviewed my grand ma about my mom.. along the way I saw Boksu, so I went to him and start to tell him everything… he believed me after proving it with himself…
I can’t remember all.. but all I can remember now is that Boksu asked me to pray… pray and pray…
Also in my dream I told Boksu that GOD answered my prayer very fast kase I was just thinking of telling him when I saw him, just in time…I said..
Then one night, again, my mom is again on her way to that room, I grabbed her and hugged her, and told the one inside that room that he can never have my mom.. I make bitbit my mom… (you know sa dream anything is possible hahaha)
The guy voice… in my dreams he sounded as someone familiar, naririnig ko siya but I never really got to understand what he says… recalling it now ah… he seems to be always talking lang…
Anyway, syempre he got mad, he have this powerful voice daw, he controls my mom daw, when you see my mom’s eyes turn green/ blue, that I can’t sure, she is being controlled daw… but my mom can’t do nothing because Iam grabbing her, there is Boksu too..walking with me while bitbit ko si mama, we we’re four actually kasama din namin si grand ma…
Then there is this force na humihila kay mama.. si grand ma she was also possessed, her eyes turns green / blue bay un… also Boksu is possessed…they are possessed to get my mom from me and returned it to him…so that time I went to a room na may table I hugged my mom… and prayed..and remembered how Boksu taught me to pray in situation like this..I prayed like this…
GOD, the Father of Abraham, the creator of Adam and Eve, the Father of Moses… the Father of Noah… I ask for YOU’re help, I love YOU GOD, and I love my mother and ayaw ko siya ibigay sakanya… pls save me and my mom…
Then nawala daw yung evil force na humihila kay mama from me… bigla daw dumating si Boksu and my grand ma.. they are normal again.. then I tell Boksu what happened and what I did and said in prayers and praise GOD… kase diba he is not aware na kase he was also possessed….
Then after I can feel the evil force is so angry and coming towards us, towards me.. in my dreams... I can feel he is becoming near.. by the force and the voice… so I hurriedly ask Boksu what to do.. kase we are aware na human lang din si Boksu and can be possessed again for I don’t know reason and why ako, Iam not possessed??
So that time, me and Boksu prayed together while I was standing na hugging my mom… I prayed like this…
GOD, the Father of Abraham, the creator of Adam and Eve, the Father of Moses… the Father of Noah… I ask for YOU’re help, I love YOU GOD, and I love my mother.. please help me.. You do not forsake… Iam YOU’re child.. and so as my mom…she is YOU’re child too…
Then there is silent… that time my eyes are close and and Iam not hearing Boksu voice na.. so in my dreams I thought that he might also again possessed… I was standing relying on GOD while hugging my mom…where I felt he is near.. so near… 1meter away from me.. then after closer.. then he whisper me something… which I can’t remember… In my dreams I planned to open my eyes.. in my heart I prayed to GOD to prepare what sight I will see when I open my eyes… so Im praying to ready myself not to be frightened to see satan face to face…not to feel fear seeing him because I have GOD in me…
When I open my eyes…
Then gsing na ako..reality na… upon waking up, It feels and seems so real, so real, na yung time that he whisper to me.. parang sa actual niya ginawa yun sa dream.. gets? well…after I thank GOD for not forsaking me again and again im my dreams, that HE is so powerful and loving to protect me even in my dreams, whenevver I call HIS name…
.. Satan always enters my dreams.... dun lang niya ako kaya attack...

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