oh GOD im sick today....

Im so sick today.. as in.. pumasok me ng office for one hour after unuwi na.. hindi ko na kaya kung pipilitin ko pa.. actually hindi ko na pinilit mag swim today even na-addict na ko mag swim everyday… baka kase hindi pa ko gumaling agad… last sunday kase masama na pakiramdam ko nung umaga after church service.. but nag swim pa din me before meeting my friends… tigas kase ulo ko.. sabi ko sa sarili ko… yung sakit… its all in the mind.. after swimming nawala yung feeling sick… after on the way na ako with my friends to meet them…nanghina uli me.. as in.. but sabi ko tuloy ko pa din meet sila its all in the mind yung sickness na na-feel ko… tapus after uwi na ko… nung gabi really feel sick.. but ignore ko pa din… so nag usap pa ko sa mga friends ko sa phone… hay til 12.. but several friends naman… worth it naman yung talks so no regret… isang friend ko pa dun medyo tagal kami hindi nag usap and ok na kami after that… bati na hehe.. anyway.. Monday came… pag ka gising ko feelings super sick nako.. hindi ko talaga kaya bangon sa kama to start my day but inisip ko pa din its all in the mind… so pumasok me office somehow nag work hehe tapus afternoon I dare to swim pa.. kase nga I enjoy my time swimming alone.. feeling the water.. after feeling better again me.. umuwi me nag dinner.. then okey hindi na kinaya ng katawan ko… humiga me sa bed then yun bagsak na me.. tulog me for 3 hours masakit na kase katawan ko fever na hehe..but inisip ko pa din… its all in the mind.. so today gumising me… terrible.. pumasok pa din me sa office but I really know na hindi ko na kaya talaga.. dapat nga may group saturation pa kami e, buti hindi tuloy kase if not iisipin ko again na its all in the mind tapus mag heavy work again me.. buti cancel so pinag isipan ko pa mabuti if mag swim me or uwi nalang to rest… so I decided na umuwi at huwag na mag swim kase yung sakit ko hindi na its all in the mind eh… its in my system na eh .. in my body na eh hehehe it get worst…hehe but wait… umuwi me at bring home ko work ko hahaha kaya kanina nag wowork me sa house hehehehe yun lang naman ang story ng sakit ko… sana heal na ko ni GOD hehe.. soon.. hirap ng feeling eh…and I miss to swim na…alone… hehehehe